Hugo B. HugoBecoming Increasingly RationalI’ve been recording a so-called “podcast” for myself for almost a year. Episodes happen in bursts: almost daily for a period, followed by…2 min read·Oct 31, 2021--1--1
Hugo B. HugoBig Baby Ego Needs ValidationI have a confession to make. It just dawned on me that the story I’ve been relaying on these pages is one of perceived rejection, and not…1 min read·Sep 14, 2021----
Hugo B. HugoFaulty IntuitionHow was I the one to get burned? I did not approach the stove this time, it approached me. I guess it doesn’t matter who does the…1 min read·Sep 12, 2021----
Hugo B. HugoAnd Just Like That: It’s OverThe saga has come to an end. No more worrying what cards the other side holds. No more mulling over silence. It’s clear as day: she’s not…2 min read·Sep 12, 2021----
Hugo B. HugoUnready: Oscillating EmotionallySomebody asked me out. I was surprised because I usually don’t seek out attention, or at the least I do it very subtly. The reason is that…2 min read·Sep 11, 2021----
Hugo B. HugoThe Throes of DepressionI can tell I’m depressed because I’m feeling restless and I don’t know how to quell it. I’m incapable of choosing how to occupy my time.2 min read·Aug 4, 2021----
Hugo B. HugoYou Must PayReduced dosage is the only way I can cope. I don’t recognize sobriety as abstinence. My sobriety is manageable usage.1 min read·Aug 3, 2021----
Hugo B. HugoBehaviors To CurbI had a great first half of the year in 2021. At work, at home, creatively, on myself, my body, my mental state. But I started to let loose…3 min read·Jul 27, 2021----
Hugo B. HugoRationale For LivingI thought that just staying healthy, having creative projects, maintaining a stable lifestyle, maintaining stable relationships, would be…2 min read·Jul 27, 2021----
Hugo B. HugoMel’s PartyI had two beers at Mel’s party yesterday. Then I went to a limited capacity event at the Montreal SAT, to see two local DJ’s with a…4 min read·Jul 25, 2021----